Sans Photos

In the last two months I have taken many, many photos during my travels. I’ve been back into the swing of ordinary things for a couple of weeks, but alas, have not posted any new photos.

Am I a slacker? Maybe. But I really do want to edit my photos and get them posted so I can show them off. Really. Just do it then, right? It can’t be that hard. Well, it isn’t, but it does require a decent amount of mildly intense trackpad labor.

So? What’s the big deal, you’re on the computer all day surfing the internet. That’s right, I do often spend a decent amount of time on my laptop (maybe not the whole day, but a fair share of time, yes.) Most of that time I spend talking on Skype or iChat, checking my email, looking around on the WWW, or playing poker (just recently, not for money, and not that often, promise). None of these activities, however, requires the intense, micro-precision mouse work as the editing of RAW photos demands.

Here inlies my plight. Over the past year I’ve used my mouse every day, for hours at a time, and often with the high-octane vigor of a video-game player. Except, I wasn’t playing video games, I was editing video footage. Since then I’ve developed some troubling pain in my right arm that starts in my fingers, shoots through my wrist, up my forearm, into my shoulder and occasionally pierces me in the back. Undoubtedly I’ve brought this discomfort onto myself by virtue of my rigorous work ethic. “Until this video piece is finished, I won’t stop for food, sleep or pain!” That wasn’t really my motto, but without realizing it, a handful of days during last semester I ended up doing just that.

Toughness doesn’t always procure rewards. In fact, I think I might have even inflicted irreversible damage in my hand. It’s a pretty hasty conclusion, but it’s unfortunately quite possible. Consequently, I’m taking a few weeks rest from photo editing and any other intense, repetitve tasks that agitate my hand. Furthermore, I apologize for the lack of recent photos. For your enjoyment and my health, I hope to have new ones posted soon.

First Class to Fiji

Through the terminal gate I ambled, down the walkway to board the aircraft. A toddler in front of me moseyed behind his parents, his mom carrying his tiny red and blue Spiderman backpack. Immaculately dressed, pressed and made-up flight attendants awaited us in the doorway. “Hello! Seat 27B, go right this way, towards the back…”

I handed over my boarding pass to an outstretched attendant’s hand.
“Let’s see, seat… 1D! Welcome aboard Air New Zealand!” I stepped onto the plane. Gesturing toward another attendant who was pouring wine, I was personally introduced: “This is Jenny, she’ll be taking care of you today.” Jenny beamed her best smile in my direction, keeping one eye on on her tray of glasses.

After stowing away my carry-on luggage, I plopped into my spacious seat. Across the aisle to the right of me, an elderly couple were getting settled. The curly, white-haired lady gingerly handed her small tote bag up to her husband. He took it, smiled at her, “Thank you, dear,” and placed it in the overhead compartment. From the opposite aisle, a thin, tanned, dark-haired late 20-something with gold bracelets and strappy sandals approached the empty space on my left. She tossed a Prada handbag into the seat and proceded to look left and right for an attendant to assist her with the moderately-sized rolling carry-on at her feet. Just as I began to wonder the need for my plastic-wrapped blanket and pillow on a midday flight lasting only two hours and change, a tray of beverages floated by. “Would you care for a welcome drink ma’am?”

Ma’am? Welcome drink? “Uh, yes… tomato juice?”
“Would you like that spiced?”
Spiced? “Um, as opposed to, what?”
“Mmm, well, spiced is hot, spicy. So…”
“Oh, I see yes, I mean no, no spice.”
“Okay then.” She smiled brightly.

So this is first class. I was flying the skies in the company of the big shots. The millionaires. The people who are the predicate nouns of the sentence when someone says, “I know people.” I was flyin’ in style.

On accident, actually. My mom had some frequent flyer miles to spare, the airline agent couldn’t find any coach class seats available, so I was bumped up into the front row of the plane. I didn’t complain. A flight attendant began making her way around gathering our lunch requests. “And what would you like today?” she asked the white-haired couple across from me.

“We’ll both have the fish. Oh, oh, that is what you wanted, right?” the husband asked his wife.
“Oh yes, thank you.”
The flight attendant made a note on her pad. “So what brings the two of you to Fiji?” she asked, pearly whites flashing.
“Oh we’re going to visit our daughter,” the woman replied with a smile.

The food and drink consumed my concentration for the entire duration of the flight. Soon after the lunch orders were in, attendants came around offering a second drink and a snack before the main meal began. The courses were endless, their presentation exquisite. I marveled at the white cloth, sparkling wine glasses, numerous sets of silverware, and oyster-shaped dishware.

Every so often, I looked over at the couple across the aisle. There was something about them I’ve noticed common in many couples in their prime. They exuded sereneness, contentment. Maybe it came from having children or grandchildren. My guess was the latter. Maybe it was the knowledge of having led a full life. But this couple definitely possessed that something.

A flight attendant cut into my theory contemplation. “Care for some dessert?”
I knew I’d take some no matter what it was. “What are you offering?”
“Neapolitan ice cream.”
Mm. “Yes, I’d like some. Thanks.”

In front of me she placed a bowl containing three round balls of pink, chocolate and vanilla, garnished with a mint leaf and cinnamon wafer stick. “More wine?”

“Oh, no thanks, just water, please.” I was still feeling tipsy from the first two glasses. If you really wanted to get happy, the funny part of it was at least three different attendants shared the task of serving, so they never knew how many times the others had poured you a drink. One thing I didn’t need, however, was myself intoxicated trying to pass through Nadi airport customs.

“Ice cream?” asked the attendant of my bronzed seat-mate.

“No.” She tapped her foot, seemingly irritated. Vexation hung around her in a dark cloud. Mentally I pushed her storm as far away as possble. I was enjoying indulging in every part of this first class exploit, knowing it probably wouldn’t happen again.

“Cheese and crackers?” What? I thought the food service had ceased. I was more than stuffed, but accepted anyway just for a taste. The elderly woman peered out the window, “Look!” she said excitedly, grabbing her husband’s arm. “It’s the islands!”

Her delightful anticipation warmed me. A lifetime of experience, and the world was still full of surprise. The captain announced we’d arrive in under twenty minutes. Kirk would be waiting for me and the gate. I was so excited, we hadn’t seen each other in over two months and had a great trip planned to visit the Yasawa Islands.

I looked across the aisle one last time. Flying first class to go island-hopping in Fiji might be a trip of a lifetime, but the journey of a lifetime existed between the pair next to me, who were still enjoying each other’s company.

Go With the Flow

I had a full day yesterday. From 8am to 5, I was constantly doing, making sure I didn’t miss any deadlines. Finance assignment due at 12PM, not a minute after; oceanography lab due before the office closes at 5PM; video project #2 due under the professor’s door before the day ends. All this wouldn’t have been a big deal if I hadn’t just spent the week with Kirk before he had to fly back to Chicago. It wouldn’t have been any deal at all if I was back at MSU. I’ve gotten so used to having only 3 classes and all the free time in the world that when a few due dates bottleneck in the same day it becomes an ordeal. Everyone just accomplishes less over here. And who thinks that accomplishing less is a bad thing? I associate the word ‘accomplish’ with stress, lack of sleep, and when the task is done, often a feeling of underachievement, a questioning: was all that time I spent really worth it?

However, there is something to be said for doing things. Without something to do, I feel idle and mildly depressed. I just finished reading The Pursuit of Happiness by David G. Myers, Ph. D, recommended by the professors of my COM 225: Interpersonal Relationships class from sophomore year. And no, its not the book from which the heartwarming movie was adapted. “Bursts with thought-provoking, innovative material… If there were a textbook on the subject of happiness, this would be it,” reads the accolade from Publishers Weekly on the cover. A chapter in the book called ‘”Flow” in Work and Play’ comments on our (western culture’s) use of free time:

Why do most people in their hard-won free time sink into… “a state of apathy that brings no joy.” Are we simply too exhausted to enjoy more active leisure? If so, why do so many people in more traditional societies (such as Thai villages and Alpine farming communities) work dawn to dusk in the fields and then spend their free time weaving, carving, playing musical instruments, and engaging in other flowlike activities? The problem seems to be our culture’s reliance on television and other forms of passive leisure and on our inability to structure our free time in ways that would enhance our well-beiing. Well-being resides not in mindless passivity but in mindful challenge.


So, off your duffs, couch potatoes… Tune up that instrument. Sharpen those woodworking tools. Get out those quilting needles. Inflate that family basketball. Pull down a good book. Oil that fishing reel… Rather than vegetating in self-focused idleness, lose yourself in the flow of active work and play. You may be surprised what happens. “In every part and corner of our life, to lose oneself is to be a gainer,” noted Robert Louis Stevenson; “to forget oneself is to be happy.”

So why am I lazing around on the couch, fostering a best friendship with my laptop? For their are times to do, and times to just be. After weeks of traveling, even if it did include Fiji, I’m simply glad to have a breather and rest. Glad to be back at my sunny, cozy flat with a real comfy bed, broadband internet to chat with my family, a clean kitchen containing all necessary utensils, and the familiar friendly faces of my roommates. I’ll get back into the flow soon enough.

Back In Hamilton

After 3 weeks of traveling I’m back at my flat. Kirk and I arrived late last night, exhausted from our trips. We went swimming, kayaking, snorkeling, hiking, sailing, reading and sunning in Fiji; on the South Island we went driving, camping, fire building, driving, city street strolling, photographing, seal & penguin spotting, fish & chips eating, glacier hiking, and driving some more. I have lots of photos to post and much to write… I’ll be catching up in the next couple of weeks.